My Christmas wishes

All I want for Christmas is for you to be safe, clean & healthy, no more rehabs, no more courts, no more institutions or probation, no more worry and fears, no more tears and heartache. All I want is for you to see. See how amazing you are and decide to fight for your life, as hard as we are all fighting for it. I want my family back, all of it. I want to sleep, breathe and live again. I want to laugh and feel joy without that dark cloud of fear over my head. 

I wish for peace, for my family and yours,

Merry Christmas.